How Do You Contract Gonorrhea

smell memories are only a few isolated drops


had planned something special today with a friend, perhaps was fate, I do not know, but it was not.

few minutes ago, Mom has answered the phone and has been screaming at first, and then sobbed broken words articulated. Interestingly, from what I could hear, I figured (and rightly what and who) that someone close had died.

mourn hate to see mom literally breaks my heart, I plant a lump in my throat and I can hardly hold back tears. I hug her, but I want to make her cry again. Never Dad seen hugging and stroking her hair as apprehensively. Neither had seen my father struggling to not mourn. Luckily someone has not been so near me, but them together.

And then I wondered what would happen if one of my brothers or close relatives died, or just someone I know really. I wondered what would feel if someone close to me would happen that would be the first real shock in my life. To think, I feel ... things do not always go how I want, and that the people I love will not be with me always. Tears threaten me not wanting to, but I know it's true that I'm afraid. I am weak, just learn a human life, not knowing what is real pain and loss.

People are a pawn of fate, the fate is capricious. Not enough to have people around me, I have to offend and then realize that without them I would be broken glass. Not enough people to have someone you have to lose to feel virtuous for having lived a couple of days with this meager. Oh, what a disappointment that I have to start thinking about this until an accident happens.

As I said, we are only a few isolated drops. Nobody knows when we are going to evaporate, when we cleaned the human face. Scattered we miss one another, no one knows the magnitude or importance. Until the time we eat, then gives us what we think we belong.

Death is fleeting, like the first kiss of life on the skin. Life is fragile, start to finish.

This is when I say, "thanks to all the people who make my life, because when I lose or I lose, too late to thank him."