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What little is left ...


Today I was in a lj an entry about a Tokio Hotel-those of 2007 - the girl had attended and said that according to statistics 12.000 tickets were sold. And suddenly, I felt something strange inside, in my heart something stirred, a strange nostalgia mixed with pity.
I remember when I was a fan crazy 2 years ago. I did not write fanfics or anything like that, writing with "sz" and spelling errors etc., who fantasized about Tom, fiercely defending the band and could not talk about something else (the latter situation has not changed much) . Reminiscences began

orginale by the band, and I was extremely disappointed in my fanaticism. Think of what once was Tokio Hotel makes me feel ... out of place. Bill Strange's hair, the personalities that drove record, the number of fans, success, everything ...

I remember going to his first book signing in Mexico. Wow, there was not come to the row and I was crying with excitement and Paco Mahtob thank you very much: D-, met people, I cried and all the fans chanted, there were thousands ! [August 30, 2008]

After that good memory, I have the following in chronological order is later, was the November 10, 2009. There were fewer people, yes, maybe by the number of bracelets.
sacrificed things for them-perhaps at this time sacrificed part of what is now both missing from my life.
As a typical fan, I can not stop the tears in my eyes to remember when I played with Tom, when I pulled it and looked up a millisecond (like giving shit who had to pull the sleeve), when Gustav signed my jacket, when I turned around and my mother was waiting with open arms, ready to put up with tears of joy over fifteen minutes.

I think if you continue talking about it, end up crying a confused mixture of nostalgia, sadness, pity, disappointment, happiness, sufficiency and a thousand feelings.

2009 2008