Bueeeeeh. People, people this time Cherry was not written and certainly do not know if it's temporary or not uu But while he has a commitment and people who get something, I have around here. This time is a gift to nigmare because today is your cumpleñaos and my lover xD. So as a good girl that I gave him some \u0026lt;3.
I hope you can have a super good and you eat lots of cake
Fandom: Original
Pairing: A and J.
Warnings: weird oo Fic, slash
When A J told he would move with it, all ended in fights, cries, tears, unprotected sex two weeks and counting.
Jsometimes could not understand why A simply not understood that he was not a man of words ... Neither actions, certainly. That does not say all day that love does not imply that feel, that we revered his body every time you made love!
AJ had a hard time showing what he felt, but never deny the fact that A was a balm for him after so many wounds without closing, with that youthful air characterized it, its lack of black humor, or just ask no questions when he lay beside her and told her silent words as meaning in your life. They were two different worlds, everyone knew he sabíay, however, was wonderful how they arrived at a dock. But that to live together ...
The last time was someone who lived with their parents before entering college, he loved his solitude, the freedom that comes when you reach out and not see reproach in the eyes of anyone. Above all else, loved, needed, rather, the feeling that no one depended on the fact that he was with J for five years was not far from its owner. And all these thoughts came to him because it was a week Just saw it in their work, and not going home, and spend afternoons in the park talking any nonsense, and slept together; missed that. And it was the weirdest thing because he did not miss anything or anyone ... but it was 'no' was repeated, and the dilemma began again.
It had been three weeks since the plan to live together and J was on the verge of a crisis, had left not long ago, first in all that time had gone home, ate together, talked about everything and nothing at the end ended up in the chair, both covered in sweat, fluids and a strange atmosphere of calm. When A detailed dress looked like wrinkled brow either unable to buttoning a shirt or as her lip trembled slightly, as with trembling hands, eyes full of unshed tears had told him a smooth, controlled buzz "will not return. It is impossible for me to try to beat the ghosts of your past, for me no longer enough just to casual encounters, I can not commit to them. "To this point J was with eyes wide open , dry throat and unable to say anything, just as she opened her mouth to be forward again. "When you do not be afraid to love you and you love me, find me."
was alone, naked in body and soul. Adopted a defensive attitude, indifferent, hateful, and autoconvenció that if A was going because I could not love him as it was and that love does not mean changing people at your convenience, that sounded so good when I thought but when time passed and I saw him rebuild his life away gradually beginning to sound so bad that he preferred not to think about it.
When P arrived a Diaye sat opposite him with his usual cocky demeanor but almost pleading eyes and told him "to leave the country", believed that any moment stop breathing, living, feeling ... And the reality was beaten so hard that I would leave a big mark on the body. After P is out and I had told him that if he continued with that attitude perderíaa not only him but anyone who came. Allowed mourn, maybe not tears falling down her cheeks and have the characteristic headache have, but his soul was crying so badly that his heart went into a subtle agony . That day did not seek, nor the next, or next week. His mind worked so fast that he had some migraines night sleep it off for several days, was a right-heart fight. Finally, after almost a week without sleep appeared in the department of A, played nervous, his heart was pounding so hard within the cavity, it hurt. When he appeared haggard face A was so selfish, always thinking about your pain and A, where is left? Passing would be the same or worse him. With a shy smile had invited him to move, his breathing stopped the place was almost vacíoy some things were in boxes. It was. Left him. We lost.
The two stood face to face in what was the room, had the saddest eyes I had ever seen, huge dark circles her pale complexion makeup, she looked so thin ... their eyes met and he was a coward, the deal could quickly away with the reproach, even with hatred but he saw the warmth there overwhelmed him and made him so weak. He did not know at what point was surrounded by those arms so thin but so strong that made him feel like coming home after a long journey was not even aware of the tears that streamed down his eyes and "I love you" she repeated like a mantra. They ended up sitting on the floor, his body being tightly embraced by A loving words whispered in your ear, the warmth back to him.
Nobody found it strange that when he returned from his trip to more six months by the United States changed their place of residence and place unless this place was the home of J. Apparently things were equal, the changes had been minimal, but there were those times that A J reíay him with adoration, or other when they fought without any odds and J n type of inhibition kissed into oblivion and earned a slight blush accompanied by a look of complicity that made visible that things had definitely changed.
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