Thursday, March 27, 2008

Does Putting Clear Nail Polish On Warts Work?

One, two, three ... boredom.

Tsk, I've really thought much about TH (I know it's nothing new), but the recent "news." Bill and Tom the way to the operating room ... he Spain walks, love = D. Perceive themselves as no sarcasm there uu (?).

makes me think: what the hell will happen if this is true? If Tom is in love and to top it off Bill now that I need So I think Tomi may leave much to the ...

Although as I said out there (?), I think it's a publicity stunt for the operation and the cancellation of the concerts of the Tour out of the eye of the hurricane, it is best to think of something that really something like that is happening. Besides, I can not deny that it is all very sudden, suddenly declares that he does not know if it's love or like, but that will seriously Ha! I am angry, and it all comes down to the beautiful conclusion that everything has been a lousy marketing campaign (which we know is true but it hurts to assimilate; _;) and that "special connection" who say they have not more than a mask.

And that brings me to another question in my life u.ú; DUNNY Who the hell is? Why not mention Bill? .. If someone can give me those answers promise to give him drabbles Teddy (?). Indeed this doubt consumes me, and we must thank [info] aelilim , she always manages to put me to think of sooooo many things ~ and draw conclusions that ... well, that.

Tom Dunny making an appearance and love, Tomorrow what? Bill heterosexual ;_;... A break please

Finally, leave a drabblecito, only to keep out xDDDD.





Fandom: Tokio Hotel
Pairing: Teddy? Bill / Tom
Warnings: Beta
Twincest : [info] aelilim


The moans echoed around the room, the darkness, your best accomplice. And "it" his chest of secrets.

sitting in the chair next to the bed, his clothes were scattered about, and in bed two figures fighting melee


-Tomi ...


He knew that prayer cried more than her body, known all her life to whom he exclaimed

;


Only he knew what was happening in that room to close the doors and turn off the light. Only he was a witness to the many nights of delivery, the caresses given under the sheets.


In the so-called silent silenced only when their bodies came into synchrony, thrusting slowly and gently.


removed from the groans that turned into deep wounds in the back of the greatest.


Only he

was the privileged who could see the forbidden love that consumed little by little. Only he, a simple and ordinary stuffed toy, Teddy, so often called.


first encounters the slightest recourse to him, crying , whispered that I was afraid it was wrong what they did. He quietly listened and advised.


also suffered with them when they argued and ended up with some hits. But he always knew he would return to be sought in the dark. He knew they could not be left or far away from each other.


felt split in two when the parents of the children were separated to find their adventures, but held out hope that someday return to his lookout. And so we can share some of that happiness that enveloped twisted.


He would always be Hence, with that face quiet and conspiratorial air, waiting to be, again, a silent witness.





See = D ~.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

What Brand Is Jillian Michaels Wearing

around here, not really nothing to do ...

you know? Today is one of those days when I feel like a big cup of chocolate, a blanket and a good supply of movies to pass the time, but as I have not divagaré a ratillo, I hope not bother = D.


Desolation in the city.

Sunrise in Mexico City smog greets songbirds that are overshadowed by the sound from car to run on the gray streets of the city.

The sadness and the emptiness takes over from early people walk like robots that follow a well-defined pattern: Home-Job-House.

not seem to feel they are alien to their surroundings, and in a way they are.

The spark of life seems to be extinguished before each breath full of pollution choking or each spectacular that promises to make them more happy if you buy that plasma TV makes them much needed. Because the system so dictates, buy to be happy.

But what if life were beyond televisions, cars, luxury homes, in conclusion of money? Would it be a foolish person who does not know what you want in life?

Not everything in this life can be quantified, is does so with feeling, with the breath, to see? It is as if you arrived and said they feel someone twice or three times you breathe your mother.

Are you a young man who seeks equality thatched you an idealist and unpatriotic, according to the definitions we have been taught from an early age to be a patriot is to see, be silent, obey, and never ask.

"The truth shall make you free"

I wonder if it so, be prepared to know it? What really seek to know? And even knowing it what is expected to do?

are multiple questions that haunt me and my turban.

political trends are mixed: I do not know yet what will define me "I do not care about my country?

"You can not go against the system!"

I cry every television commercial, every sweet that led to my mouth.

Will I have to follow the path and find me?

I will not be of those people who get on the subway and that exchanging a look with you the emptiness of a mechanical life is reflected.

freely I laugh, cry and have someone listen to what I have to say.

Do I ask too much?

do not know, but I'm beginning to resign myself, do not expect anything.


But it's really not all that much a problem of my political leanings, it is more prefer to keep at bay ^ ^.

Which brings me a. .. Did you think that I forgot that I have a fic to be updated? For what they say yes, I will break your heart (?) And no, because thanks oo ~. I have to ask for an apology because I am too lazy to put it here so I'll give you the link to SH oo, just this once. The following chapters will be here and there xDD.

Fic ~

This brings me to that [info] aelilim convinced me to do something with Billshido, so I'll get some of that, I still think it is a challenge as difficult (?) a Bustav, but we'll see if I can U_U.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

West Coast Choppers Hot Models

A bit of me in crisis ... well let's say you were in it.

Am I a person insensitive? That question haunted me as I listened and encouraged my cousin, not that I slipped her pain, no more than that, is why more than happiness, love, the feeling of fullness pass by?

Loneliness consumes me, cold surrounds me and my heart slowly stop feeling is this is who I am? It seems so. A sweet full of poison, that I was once told. I begin to believe it, is it really so wrong to not let anyone in?

That is, before it was a sensitive person who liked to see romantic movies and mourn every sad scene, but now ... and I know myself. Perhaps, before I died with the many disappointments I've had, with the nights I've cried. The longing to become a sad reality every day to face, I therefore take this that you wilt.

Now that I read what the romantic films I laugh, that can be interpreted that I am a very corny, and certainly I am (or at least used to) ... I wanted to say or leave it for granted that things lately and I will not come to me, simply are and go.

Sometimes I wonder what will this oppression I am to remember or miss? I want many things, yet they seem not to love me, funny is not it?

long ago used to behave like a complete fool and thought it was the ecstasy of love of life, that having a person to hand was the best that could happen to me, put aside my individuality and even my respect as person. And now I have changed the perception of many of my ideology, "I have renewed" as my cousin, I find that balance that calms me.

personal goals about what I do or be, how they want to see, are totally clear, just do not ask on loving these are just confusing.

In conclusion my love life sucks and I do better, frankly. Try to be fairly good or not as bleak as the past three years.

I feel better after taking this. I still think I have become cold and unfeeling but it may be part of a process by which I have to go, or something, I do not know for sure.

For the moment let my crisis, which seem to be becoming more common or permanent leave another chapter of Games dangerous ... hidden truths.

Did not I tell you? ... Tsk, because that is the title of fic xD.

Indeed Cide ( [info] aelilim ) thanks for the crap betear xDDDD ... well I do to correct certain inconsistencies xD.

Chapter 2.


"I hate that things are in order. "The poor staff members ran from one side to another trying to grant the demands of "His Majesty", as he was nicknamed.

"Only a little need to change the angle of light and everything will be as planned at first, tried to explain one of the maintenance.

"I hope so. "Needless to say back to the dressing room and continued the task of grooming.

"You're going to spend the mirror," Georg laughed.

"But how funny. "She stuck out her tongue and continued to apply eyeliner.

"Certainly," he said as he pulled his low-keying it, how the songs were these you want David.

"For the time will be two-put a little more hairspray in her hair," Rette Mich and one that is new is called In die Nacht.

- New? He raised an eyebrow, but we have not tested.

"Oh, do not worry we will just Tom and me. He shook his head slightly to accommodate the hair and smiled with satisfaction. Sing it after halftime.

"I see, did not say anything more and continued his work.

"Hey, you two, the aforementioned turned to the door where Tom's head was sticking out," in two minutes we have to be ready.

"I already am. "Bill shrugged and walked out due to the stage.

The dreadlocks imitated him and followed him. Georg shook his head after a long sigh and overtook them.

"Remember, remember ...

" Yes, "answered David's two tired.

A signal battery Gustav came Tom, who joined him a minute later Georg.

Vocalist shook a little, tried his smile and took the stage.

wore half-hour show, now playing Durch den Monsun. Bill sang a paragraph and then put the microphone toward the audience to help him chanting the song. Then came Tom and he sang very closely but it did not even look at him.

With the touch of the battery over the song. They thanked and went to cool off a bit before leaving again.

cheering Cries were united in a single melody, but soon became indecipherable exclamations, as the twins had appeared again.

- Good night! Bill shouted, getting a great cry for an answer. Well, this song is new and will be released here. The song is very special to me and Tom, another deafening scream, "here is In die Nacht.

Tom started playing guitar and Bill was laid aside because for this particular song had placed two chairs, side the other. He took the microphone and began singing. According to plan, with which to turn around a few times over the ballad, it would be nice, but instead, they all sang to him. Only twice that of dreadlocks turned to him and a mischievous smile formed on his face. The excitement of the moment, causing know what they did was enough to make your adrenaline rise.

Two more notes and the song ended, the other band members came together and went to the concert.

- Thanks! Bill shouted from the front of the stage. Some fans took pictures, some cried and others hurled stuffed animals on stage, pink or underwear numbers listed there.

The stage lights dimmed and the show was terminated.

"And now to celebrate. "Tom made a strange sort of dance.

-Say it for you, "complained her brother, I remember that I'm like Cinderella. Nothing after midnight ...

"I never said that," said David who came to the dressing room, "just ...

" Yes, yes, whatever, but without Josh and Carol that is exactly the same as being at noon at home.

- So do not go with us? Gustav asked as he removed his hands some bandages.

"Yes I will, but no play-rolled her eyes.

"Then, dear David, see to it that things reach the hotel except Georg smiled bodies out of the room followed by others.

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- Ray, Tom!

"Now what I did. "He turned a little to see his sister who came back with Gustav.

"But, God, look, he passed the camera in his hands, all were on their way to the club where festejarían.

- What are they? -Step photos which saw himself playing the guitar.

"Looks like you're going to come on stage.

left

Everyone laughed, of course save it.

- How much do you think while you play? In fact you should send flowers to the girl who does that .

"That you're a" frigid "Billy , not my problem," mocked and tossed him the camera.

- How do you know who I am? "I teased.

"Hey, stop now. I do not care for fun as his nanny, "he tried to calm things down the largest of those present.

said nothing more as they had arrived on the scene. One, indeed, very striking, had some palm trees at the entrance, were in the midst of what looked like a river of lava blue and some red lights were seen in the background.

went smoothly, greeted a few people and were separated as usual. Late at night the only one who was so taken was Bill who tried to escape to a beautiful French, and not for lack of desire but by the sacred plan.

"Indeed not, put a hand between your face and the face of the girl, better talk.

I do not want to talk, "the redhead looked at him tentatively, I just want ...

"I know what you want. I was not thinking take another tortuous session to hear what he would do if he accepted the proposal.

-ray, you know what, he stood up, smoothed her skirt and arranged her hair, forget it.

And it was with the little dignity she had left. Bill grunted something about how much he hated the blessed David plans and took one swallow what was left of her drink.

looked for others. I was tired, could not do anything and frankly, I do not put in a good mood. They wanted to go, but only found a Georg doing who knows what things who knows what person in a corner, to Gustav, by God! To Gustav, with a cute girl talking and occasionally exchanging kisses, and Tom, well, seriously doubted that he was still there.

So asked for the bill and left. Luckily, that brought another van if not, would have to wait until everyone wants to go.

arrived at the hotel with a sore head and ears buzzing. Eager to break something, and totally frustrated, so no appetite nothing, went to bed and fell asleep as it arrived.

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- Bill! Shouted in his ear. In response threw a pillow at the intruder who dared interrupt only good thing about these beautiful weeks.

- What fucked you, Tom? He turned and pulled the blanket to the head.

-arousing, it's almost two in the afternoon and have a photo shoot at six, "she reminded while uncovered.

He let all the profanity she knew and got up.

"Well, I'm awake. He walked into the bathroom and locked.

saw his appearance in the mirror and smiled sideways. I had terrible mood and emaciated appearance was so notorious that not even the makeup help. All those interviews where I had to talk about wonderful relationship he had with his brother, which were nothing but lies as each day brought worse, or at concerts where you had to sing and act their love was something so ...

interrupted his monologue to hear that your cell phone rang. Apparently he had been with their things in the bathroom.

- Hello? Replied without enthusiasm and without noticing who spoke, was up regulated water bath and let it fill.

"I want to explain: what the hell is this about twincest? "He struck his forehead with his hand. What was missing.

"Mom, it's not just rumors out there, tried to calm her.

- Rumors? "Repeated the mother of the twins and said the newspaper had in his hand. Bill want the truth.

- Mother! Yelled offended. How can you even think that's true ...! You know us! "First it felt a tightness in the chest. "What the hell was that?" He asked.

"Yes, sorry, he reasoned," is just that, well you must understand, "cried Simon, but not angry," they say your kids have something to change that to a song they have is something special to any drive you crazy.

Bill growled mentally. The holy song, another of the great ideas of David, to create a rumor which said that he had composed that song to Tom. Okay, some were inspired by certain follies of both "but that to compose one of his" relationship "? He hung with his mother after reiterate once again that everything was a lie, another foreign oppression, "and climbed into the tub.

hated all this. In fact having to do without the services of its two amusement it was overwhelming. Then having to build a small theater, all stressed out and last but not least her relationship with Tom was in a tailspin, maybe that's what worried him most. They both, though not always, it could be said to have a close relationship and each step the twincest "grew larger, deep was the gulf between them.

Maybe should talk to him.

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there was an hour gone. Not that Tom did not know about the long showers Bill, just ... No, even he knew what was happening. Everything was so strange lately, not felt entirely comfortable with the situation. Firstly, because it left a very bad position, not only to his brother, and the worst their relationship, that of which they boasted in interviews, was worse than ever.

He had not had to sacrifice as much as Bill and internally glad that it did, although it was not pleasant to have to deal with questions how a certain girl that made him the other night.

were in the best of times, he was almost naked and the girl just had the panties, eager kisses, caresses calling most gave each time. Everything was going so well, until ...

"I hope you can forget me," she had said between kisses.

- What? He broke a while to understand what he said.

"Yes, I know, ..." The girl looked away, suddenly became listless.

- What do you mean? -Asked, despite knowing the answer.

"You know you can not forget your brother and ...

Then had stopped, changed and left the room with obvious annoyance.

hatred of all things related to twincest, with his brother and everything. Arrived at the hotel where they stayed and took almost until dawn, thinking of sending all the demon, but seeing the happy face of his brother in an interview that had appeared to turn on the television, stopped. After all the two were passing wrong.

- Are you still here? "The steam and the smell of shampoo he used Bill flooded the room, causing hundreds electric shocks to his body.

"Yes, why not see me.

saw the gesture of annoyance of his brother and hardly mattered that meant out of here, just sat in the chair following the movement of it.

- Are you going to see how I change? "Questioned nervous and to feel the gaze of Tom was not very nice, or maybe yes?

"Yes. "Not even he expected that response.

"Well-tried to sound as calm as possible, but that reply had dizzy. Usually used to change two of them together ... of course, when they were eight.

was for their shirts and took to choose one, at the end a white patterned in red and black was the winner, her usual skinny jeans and your favorite shoes. He did everything under the gaze of Tom.

-Done, finished, you did not stay to see who really would. "That is the conclusion reached.

"You never know," shrugged, implying that this was the reason, but frankly neither he knew it.

went down to the restaurant the place where they ate alone, and the other two were excused with who knows what pretext.

"Tomorrow you will go to see your" He grimaced, friends, right? "They were eating in silence and could not stand the environment as he tried to start a conversation.

"Yes, tomorrow I'll see," replied with a smile.

said nothing, maybe if you reply with some sarcastic comments would have another fight.

"Come say it. "Bill looked at him with one hand leaning on his cheek.

- What? She tried to sound innocent.

-Sino say it's not you, put some food in your mouth.

- What do you mean? He took a little goes water.

- Shit, Tom!

- Who the fuck you mean? -Exploited, and this would be another of his fights absurd. If I say something and if you get angry too.

I still do not understand why you dislike, do not even know, in addition to me Andreas presented.

Andreas "No goals in all this," he cried. Besides, what has that to do?

"Well, usually his friends will like them-brainer.

"But they are not your friends.

"Yes they are. He raised his hand and made a gesture that exasperated Tom.

-How is "said and put the excess in your mouth.

"They're fun, Carol is also very nice. "Tom almost choked at that, he does not he cared nothing about them, even if the so Carol was a goddess, just did not like, period. Tom, you okay? "Bill had stopped to pat the back to see coughing like crazy.

"Yes ..." He took a bit of water that happened "... I was crooked.

-Come-gently scolded him dearly and could not help but smile at that. When the younger of the Kaulitz out his hand ... it was so cute - you're so stupid you could have died. - ... Yes, all was forgotten when he followed with his litany.

"Well now, I'm not perfect like you -Accompanied by his mockery with a rare game hands.

"Of course not, if you were you would not be the womanizer, Tom," he joked.

"Certainly, not you the submissive, Bill countered.

"I still think that this paper will look better to you," put a finger on his chin and nodded.

"I'm the man said simply.

- What am I supposed to?

"You're just Bill.

- Go, genius!, just invent a new gender.

They were silent.

"It is not possible, it is not possible. "The tone from fatigue caused the door turned.

-David ... "they said in greeting.

"I leave a few hours and nearly killed. "He sat down and poured them some coffee. Am I supposed to plan and that this creates?

Moment, when the singer interrupted, "this is your plan, we do not plan anything.

supported "True, Tom, and you're not bothering with this.

David was silent. If there was anything worse than fighting twins were the two together, and if it was now most likely to end up with a headache and really wanted to kill them.

"Okay, okay," looked around. "Georg and Gustav?

I do not know, said something to go somewhere.

"True, they had the first interview he recalled.

- What interview? They asked at the same time and the manager thought that in times like these really scared.

"Well, a Polish magazine, said with simplicity. They went to the first session, in fact expected because missing all four together.

ate a light speed and were led to another section of the hotel where some locations were prepared. The theme was something with instruments such as a recording studio.

"Thank goodness they arrive. "The relief session manager was very evident. We were about to go looking.

The twins were sent a look of hatred for the other two guys who just shrugged and continued posing.

-are the last of them, then comes the final four and the two-les were reported as makeup and hairstyles.

Ten minutes later they were the four posing; Bill with Tom in the middle, with Tom and Gustav Georg with Bill, changed poses and positions a few times and meeting all over.

"See you guys-parted blond and brown.

Everyone did

a sign and went back to listen to the prompts.

"I want you," said the dreadlocks, "I put all on one side and cross your arms and you," said the other twin-, put shoulder to shoulder and place your hands on your waist.

did what they were ordered and after moving three times were such as the photographer wanted, two flashazos and changed poses. Some included Tom playing guitar and Bill sang, or rather singing. The "special", the "stronger" or were obvious when the two had to be in front of almost breath to breath.

"You should chew tablets, quietly annoyed Bill.

"Well, I'm not alone. "Tom raised an eyebrow.

"Boys, please do not move-back to his serious expression before the lecture.

"Do things right, I want to go," he chided.

"Well, if not much ... jodieras

" Well, the three were taking a picture. "They did their best pose and the photo was taken.

-Ready, just need one.

- What? "They cried in unison.

"Yes, there is still one where natural look without all the posturing," he explained with a few gestures, "to see you do as if this were not and behave normal.

The two snorted, fighting would normally not be cute and friendly.

"This is going to be difficult. "Bill looked at Tom and ran his hand through his hair.

-Ni say it is easier to hear your monologue on this makeup. "Bill smiled and gave him a tap on the shoulder.

"Of course, it is more productive. Moreover, should the makeup, you'd be right.

"No thanks, I'll see if I like you, prefer to stay that way.

The two looked at each other and started laughing. The photographer took this to make some shots.

- Remember that time when we dressed up trees for the school play? "The child laughed at the mention. Is that we were so rare, it looked like trees.

"Sure, I was a nice-looked at the ceiling, frowning. What was I?

"You were an oak and a pine tree I reminded him Tom.

"Never forget that, it was traumatic to have to sing well," he began to choreograph and hum the song.

- Do you still remember? "This time it was Tom's turn to laugh like crazy. And amid the laughter followed suit.

They both laughed as long they did not, their hearts were beating quickly and joyfully.

- Done, done! The cry of the awakened director of that trance that seemed to come.

"Good work, I congratulated David.

- Are you still here? -Was more of a what the hell are you doing here?, But decided against it so rude.

"I had to, Tom-made self-evident, with you wanting to kill every other word is better safe than sorry.

followed long and boarded the elevator.

"It was nice to remember old times," smiled sadly, so long that we do not.

"Certainly, turned and was leaning on his shoulder," if we're not fighting each walks with his "He paused a moment, well in their affairs.

- How this happened, Bill? "I looked sideways, is that until recently all we consulted, we told every thing.

I do not know, I guess we were not after all a we-looked down at the floor, "just you and me, apart ... independent.

None

recognize that it hurt, let unless caused a void in their lives.

"I guess you're right.

reached the thirteenth floor, where were the rooms. On leaving they saw that the sky was black, not the typical color of the night, but as a storm warning.

"Shit," muttered under his breath, "there needs to be a storm.

- Do not you brought Mrs. Teddy? "Sneered Bill.

Tom showed him the middle finger.

"No, he stayed at home, not You know how sorry because it is more useful than many I know.

- What do you mean? "He crossed his arms.

"At least he could sleep on a stormy night-imitated his position," and did not finish on the floor with a big bump on the head.

"I have no fault to sleep well-defended. Just for that, if today you are afraid, do not ever go to my room.

"Neither was going to do.

- Want to bet? "He smiled fun.

"Oh, no," raised his hands, with emphasis, "I will not lose bet you do not know.

"Well, well, shrugged his shoulders, if you think you lose ...

" Do not tempt me, "he warned, to this point and began to play with your piercing.

"If I go to my room today in the storm I promise to cover you for ten parties, proposed Bill.

Tom looked at him with suspicion, if he won and bet Bill never recognized, but hey, it was tempting the offer.

"Okay," he agreed, but if not I, am not going to see your friends.

"And if I win," said Tom sing before victory, "you spend a day with my friends.

Bill stood musing a while. Always lost, not before she recognized him, but that was and was not willing to spend another month without seeing them, seeing needed. However, the storms were the weak point in Tom.

"Okay," the guitarist stretched out his hand to seal the pact.

The two smiled and headed to their respective rooms.


Anyway, I hope you like it, and good news of the day * drum roll * (?) Published in SH. After threatening notes and so I decided to do it xD ...

care is me and you know a twincest Viva!